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I signed my name and voluntarily waived my final appeal. Because my husband, the man hailed as a legal savior, had missed the deadline to save me—for the ninth time—all for another woman. For eleven years, every time my case reached a critical point, his young protégée would have an “emergency,” right on schedule. Tonight, all she needed was an escort to a fundraising gala. I needed him to file the motion that would keep me alive. He chose her. So I chose death. But when I finally made my choice, he lost his mind. On the other side of the visitation glass, he dropped to his knees and sobbed, begging me to take it back, begging me to let him save me. ... Today was the deadline for my ninth and final application for a stay of execution. The air in the Texas Mountain View Unit always smelled of disinfectant and despair. I sat on the cold iron bunk in my cell, staring at the clock on the wall, its hands crawling. The hour hand crept toward five o’clock. That was when the court clerk’s office closed. After five, if Evan Brooks—my husband and my only defense attorney—still hadn’t filed that motion, my death warrant would automatically take effect in seventy-two hours. My heart slammed against my ribs, each beat a desperate attempt to break free. Eleven years. I thought I had grown used to this feeling, of being dragged back and forth across the line between life and death. But fear still rose from the soles of my feet like icy water, climbing until it filled my throat. At 5:03 p.m., familiar footsteps echoed beyond the heavy iron door. Officer Kate. She didn’t tap her baton against the bars the way she usually did. She only stood outside, looking at me through the narrow observation window. Her eyes held a mixture of pity and regret that chilled me more than any verdict. “Mara,” she said quietly, “I… I checked for you. The clerk’s office is closed.” It felt as if a fistful of burning sand had been shoved down my throat. Every word I spoke scraped my larynx raw. “Is there… anything in the system?” Kate was silent for a few seconds. Those seconds stretched into a century. “No. The system shows no new motions filed in your case today.” As I expected. Instead of racing, my heart settled, sinking into a pit of dead silence. Kate seemed to think this wasn’t cruel enough. She hesitated, then added, “I heard from one of the guards on patrol… the TV in the common room is broadcasting the anti-death-penalty foundation’s annual gala live. Evan… Mr. Brooks is the keynote speaker tonight.” “Sloan Reed is with him.” Sloan Reed. The girl Evan had saved from death row. The young woman the media had dubbed a “reborn angel.” And for the ninth time, at the exact moment my life hung in the balance, Evan had been “distracted” by her. The string that had been pulled taut in my mind for eleven years finally snapped. I didn’t cry. I didn’t even tremble. I rose from the bed, walked to the door, and calmly met Kate’s apologetic gaze. “Kate, can you do me a favor?” “What is it?” “Contact the prison notary for me. Now. Immediately.” Kate froze. “What are you going to do?” “I’m going to sign a document,” I said. “A waiver for my final appeals.” At nine that night, the prison pay phone finally rang. It was Evan. The line was full of noise—overlapping voices, clinking glasses, and the clear drift of classical music. His voice carried a slight drunken warmth and an undisguised irritation. “Mara, how many times did you call my assistant today? Didn’t I tell you how important tonight was?” He sounded like a man scolding an unreasonable child. “Can’t you be a little more understanding? I don’t work just for you. I have more important public work to do. Sloan’s case is the foundation’s biggest achievement this year. I had to be here.” I held the cold receiver and listened in silence. He went on, his voice lofty and patronizing, as if soothin......